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Hurt
"It doesn't hurt anymore." "...and how do you feel about it?" "I don't feel sad or happy. I feel nothing." "Isn't that a good thing?"...

Dr Harsh Srivastava
Nov 10, 20221 min read
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Forgivenes
"Will you ever forgive me?" "Can you give back my life? All those lost years. Can you erase my scars? Those painful reminders. Can you...

Dr Harsh Srivastava
Oct 11, 20221 min read
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Burning desire
I looked into his eyes, With a distorted sense of reality, His innocent eyes, Gazed back into my soul, As if burning away my sins, His...

Dr Harsh Srivastava
Aug 17, 20221 min read
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Idea of living
"Look at yourself. You look pathetic." "Do I, though?" as he slowly kisses the back of his blood-soaked palm. "I can't believe you did...

Dr Harsh Srivastava
Jul 23, 20221 min read
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"Do you remember me?"
"Do you remember me?" "I wish I was capable of forgetting." "So you remember the curse that you bear." "Yes." "And the killings of the...

Dr Harsh Srivastava
Feb 27, 20221 min read
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Apology
"You taught me how to fly, then cut my wings as I soared in the sky." "I am sorry, I didn't mean to." "Your apologies. That's all I get...

Dr Harsh Srivastava
Feb 21, 20221 min read
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Running away
I've always despised running away. Why can't I face those adversities head on? Lately, this idea seems to be flawed. Maybe I am choosing...

Dr Harsh Srivastava
Feb 20, 20221 min read
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The Disease
"The disease, it's spreading." "How much?" "I am more of the disease and less of myself."

Dr Harsh Srivastava
Feb 20, 20221 min read
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Cacophony
Let me dance, to this cacophony. I'll place my feet elegantly, sway my arms swiftly, arch my back gently, submitting myself to this...

Dr Harsh Srivastava
Jan 8, 20221 min read
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Mercy
"You see, my dear boy, I am not meant to be caged." "No. Wh...why do you get to choose that?" "This world needs me, don't you think?...

Dr Harsh Srivastava
Jan 2, 20221 min read
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Fallacy
How do I know you're not me? And when I'll be done with pulling your guts out, contorting your neck, tearing your flesh, will I be saved?...

Dr Harsh Srivastava
Sep 15, 20211 min read
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Where am I?
Where am I? I see an endless roof. My chest feels heavy, gasping for air. Am I drenched in sweat? Everything feels moist. Oh. It's blood....

Dr Harsh Srivastava
Jul 5, 20211 min read
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Acceptance
The hardest part of coping is acceptance. The reason it's hard is that it rejects the entire narrative that you had laid out for...

Dr Harsh Srivastava
Jun 28, 20211 min read
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The walls of my home
The walls of my home speak to me. I grew up under their watch. Now, I only return as a guest. They know this. They know I can't stay....

Dr Harsh Srivastava
Apr 14, 20211 min read
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Isn't it?
What pain are you hiding, behind those pretty eyes? It's getting too heavy lately, isn't it? What have you left unspoken, biting those...

Dr Harsh Srivastava
Dec 18, 20201 min read
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Necessity
I wish being strong was an option and not a necessity.

Dr Harsh Srivastava
Oct 13, 20201 min read
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Delusion
This world reeks of so much pain, sometimes I feel like happiness is nothing but a delusion.

Dr Harsh Srivastava
Oct 8, 20201 min read
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Drowning
I had been drowning for so long, I can't remember how to breathe, now that I can.

Dr Harsh Srivastava
Aug 22, 20201 min read
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The fall
Something to hold on to. Anything to hold on to. It's slipping away. Or is it my strength, That's slipping away? What scares me is not...

Dr Harsh Srivastava
Aug 20, 20201 min read
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Pain
We tend to seek pain. Because pain has been the only constant thing. We know it inside out. Everyone leaves, but not pain. Pain is...

Dr Harsh Srivastava
Aug 1, 20201 min read
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